It's been a rough few weeks. I have never felt so lost in my life. I don't really see a path and I am unsure where to go. It's been a very overwhelming process the past few weeks as I work through my fear. There have been several things that have happened this month that I think help me put things in perspective. Books. I have read 3 books the past few weeks; one about a transgender girl, one about an Italian WW2 veteran, and about multiple universe/realities. Dinner out with the girls (minus 1) that I did my Ironman with. Reunited with my friend Lynzie from PT school. Discussion with college BFF about Triathlon's and career. Got to go on top of Ponce Inlet Lighthouse and see the light and the moon rise. At some point I might elaborate on the items above, but not right now. I really struggled the past few weeks with feeling unhappy, so much so, I was afraid I was slipping into a full blown depression. No, "full ...